From dad

Dear Paris,

                It's the time of Christmas! Merry Christmas. Mother and Madrid have already gone to Mars to celebrate with the Gunns. I'm still here in Venus. I know how much you hate travelling alone (don't know how to), so I'll wait for you to come home and then we'll go to Mars together. It's already started in Mars, and everything is exciting. Prince Ray won't be there, this year, though. How sad that they're future king is absent.
I'm getting a little off topic. Anyway, I'll meet you at the space port and we'll stay for a day in Venus before going to Mars. Have a safe trip, daughter.

Love, France.

pretty much

preeeeeeeeeeeeetttyyy much. When it comes to love, that is. "Material" things don't really matter much to me. Unless it's a really cute bag, or a hot top, or a pair of jazzy pants, or a really adorable hat... or, omg, boots! I love booooots. Other than that, all's well. :-)

I dread

ehh... I don't really have a certain impressively deep fear...soo... yeah...
OH! Yes I do! I absolutely dread getting sick! It makes me look, dare I say it, hideous! :'-(

homework 1

emmmm.....hemmmm....
the first person I met among the wca students is... well, I guess that'd be Prince Tomo. You all know the story, though. I already mentioned it before.
Great, homework done and I don't won't be persecuted n_n

Portrait ;-)

I asked Diamond to make me one of those pen tool drawing artsy thing... Like the one with Mufasa. And here it is! :-) I'm quite content with it. But I am annoyed with my eyes. I mean, look at them. Those are not how my eyes look like! >:-|
Still, it's nice overall, so I can forgive Diamond this time.

The floral background was my idea, by the way. Because I'm a plant. I just want to express the Venusian pride, baby.

I guess Diamond's not that good for nothing after all.

The Royal Venusian Family

My seat's not that bad. I have Skye to talk to when I'm bored and Zonvelf is pretty amusing, too. Devereux is okay.. and quite the funny critter.

Anyway, enough about the new seat plan. I want to talk about the Royal family of Venus, now.
So let me begin with the first person I met from the Venusian Royal family... Prince Ralph Czartoryska was the first one I met. I was a freshman in middle school and he visited our school (for reasons I didn't really pay attention to)... and believe it or not, he gave me an apple, and kissed me on my hand. Well, it just a peck, really. It caused a rather chaotic uproar in our school. And I was really, really, really dumb-founded. I mean, I'm three hundred and sixty Venusian years old... and never in my life did I think I would be kissed by a prince. And he told me, after giving the apple, "You should've been born yellow."

To this day, I still don't know what he meant by that.

It was really troublesome at school after that event. There was a Prince Ralph Czartoryska fan club and they kept on doing mean things to me. This is one of the reasons I went to Earth for high school.

The next "royal" I met was The exiled prince, Tomo Winogradski. It was also during middle school, on my second year. I was being bullied a lot by my schoolmates because of the thing with Prince Ralph, and one of the girls was kind of a "hardy" type and knew these gangsta guys. She told them that I was available and "looking" for rough tough men...and the leader of the gang saw me and started to have a crush on me, and since then, he began stalking me! It was really, really scary. I wanted to tell Madrid and my parents about it, but I also didn't want to trouble them so I suffered his creepiness for a long while. He sometimes even came up to me and give me random junk. I could've seen it as sweet, if he wasn't so old. :-( He had a mustache!

And then, one day, when I was on my way home, I got kidnapped. My mind automatically told me that it was Mr. Mustache the stalker was the plant behind it! but I was wrong. It was a wisteria. It was Prince Tomo... I didn't even know he was the prince Tomo at first... He kidnapped me because he had to use me as bait to draw out the daffodils gang leader, Mr. Mustache the stalker. And that's where Tomo and I began our weird relationship. He ended up being my body guard for two years. It was the most adventurous two years of my life.

Next one I met is Princess Lilianne Czartoryska. And I can say she doesn't like me too much. I don't know if she knows about the thing with Prince Ralph back then, but I don't think she'll like me so much if she finds out... Next, of course, is Prince Tamaqui Winogradski, who also hates me because he, in my observation, has a brother complex? Just a wild guess, though.

I have never conversed with the rest, soooo yeah. I have seen Prince Hari (live) in numerous "special events" and sometimes in the village near the castle. I have never been near him, though... and I don't think he's ever seen my either. Hmmm...

Welcome to my normal life

I went home to help around with my mother, during the break, so I can't quite say I enjoyed it. It was fun, though. I got to talk to my mother and things. Father was usually out working, but he comes home in time for dinner... so I cooked dinner for one whole week. Wow, I'm just super. He said it tasted lovely, so I'm happy. I can so pass for a house wife now. :-)
Madrid is also in university, and unfortunately his term break is not until October. Guess I won't get to see him. It's been a while since we last chit chatted.

Sibling rivalry. I don't really fight much with Madrid. We get along fine. We like the same things, mostly. And we help each other when we can. We do have our little fights, occasionally. And he gets mad at me when I'm dating guys. It's a brother thing, though, so I understand.

Brings me down

I'm mostly quiet at school.

My roomies is Nicole and we don't talk. At all. Sometimes she says weird things, but I ignore them. Yeah, I'm a snob. I sit beside Cain .0... Like, he really has "point Oh" as a surname. Ceika is so tacky. Who says "point Oh"?

I've been hanging with Tomo, mostly. Nicole is weird enough, thanks, so I'm easing off London for a while. I'm going nutso, here. At least is a plant, too. He's an optimistic guy. I pity his short life. It's really bitter sweet how flowers have short lives... Short but still some are beautiful. Not that I give a damn.

Kassandra and I are hanging out sometimes, but he and Prince Tama are talking a lot, and I get the feeling Prince Tama doesn't like me so much. Not to mention the fact that Tomo is staying away from his brother. I guess I can't be with Kass for a while too.

I've been trying to talk to Lei. He's so aloof. It brings me down.

A blessing

Thank Aphrodite the Gunn's have gone back to Mars. I think I would've committed suicide if they'd stayed another week.
Must I even tell about the swimming thing? Everybody else have talked about it... sighhhh....

I hate my life

Grr.

So Uncle smokes-a-lot, Cairo, Vilnius and Meygan are here with us.. And I don't like it.
Well, I'm glad, too, since dad is glad to see his brother... but... Uncle smokes a lot!! And drinks... And so as Cairo. It smells awful. And he's so rude. He doesn't even reply properly when I tell him something.
And that Vilnius dude, won't he shut up?!

He's always in a bad mood. And he's spreading it throughout our house. My house.

Madrid has been trying to talk to them, since he's also annoyed,but they just snap at him. What a rude set of family. To think they're from Mars. >:|

Meygan has been trying to cover for them, and she's being nice. She's befriending all my friends, though. And she's just plain annoying now... Grr.. She and Ryan are even tight now. The fuck?!

A joke?

I heard that Meygan and Vilnius were attacked and were hospitalized. Of course, I was a bit worried because they're relatives, right? But the fact that they are moving in with us for a while BOTHERED the fuck out of me. Why do they have to come here? Venus is, like, ten times more dangerous. Grr... Maybe they're fooling us? Maybe this is an April joke thing, like in Saturn.

In any case, I don't like it.

I went shopping at Biyo a while ago... I saw Diamonster but pretended that I didn't. We're not close, and he's, like, ugly.

Not so happy birthday

Ugh.
So, I didn't really enjoy my birthday yesterday. I'm so sad. :(

Okay, so here's what happened. I spent most of the morning with my family. You know, cake and things. And I went out for a bit to have some dramatic alone time... And I saw Ryan, watering the disabled bushes. That's nice of him... I guess. I helped him out and we got to talk about things beside theater and singing. That's usually what we always talk about. And he became, like, really honest because he told me he first thought I was a bitchy type of plant.

Really?
I like him dishonest, and shy, and stupid. I am so not bitchy. >:(

Amidst our talking and laughing and other things I never thought I'd enjoy doing with Ryan (I mean, puny loser boy, right?)... I suddenly saw Mark leisurely strolling by. Huh. That's not something you see everyday. (If you aren't me, I mean). He looked surrpised to see me, and said that he was on his way home from our house. He said he went by to fetch me since we were going out to celebrate my birthday or something.

How could I have forgotten that?

I apologized and he was "perfectly fine with it".
We were about to leave when I suggested we take Ryan with us, to hang out and things. I mean, he's an okay boy when you get to know him. Mark took it as a joke and I got pissed.
He's been rude towards Ryan ever since he arrived. He didn't even acknowledge him! >:( That just won't do. And I know Ryan doesn't want to get in the way cause he was silently slipping away, but I don't want him to feel like some loser. I DON'T bloody talk to losers, and that makes him a not-loser kind of plant.

So we got into this really big and wordy fight, and Ryan was trying to calm us both down, but Mark was being barmy about it and shouted at him like he had nothing to do about us. THE WHOLE FIGHT WAS ABOUT BLOODY RYAN. I can't believe Mark could be that insensitive.

I can see why he has this negative energy towards little Ryan, though. I mean, he's my lead role. I got him instead of Mark.
But really. It's so childish of him! That doesn't mean anything~

...does it?

Well, whatever. I got really pissed at it, so I broke up with him. And he couldn't believe I was breaking up with him cause of Ryan.
And I glared at him and thanked him for his lovely "present".

Wow. Happy birthday to me. : |

This boy, Ryan. (Part III)

I finally got him to surrender to me.
We've been running lines together.
His voice is really amazing...
And he's such a fun guy once you get over the shyness...
He is playful sort of fun.
He's interesting to be with. He's sort of growing on me. :)

This boy, Ryan. (Part II)

I talked to the teacher about the roles, but he said that the roles were final. I threatened him about backing out, but he didn't care because the girl next in line is Poppy. And I care because he's been, like, after my Mark for a while now. And I don't want any vulture coming near any of my properties.

So I've been practicing with loser boy. I insisted on private practice with him, and he agreed to it, but we haven't progressed much. He's just too shy...
But when we're practicing on stage, when the teachers and everyone else are watching, he's acting is so great, he almost looks cool. And his voice isn't bad at all.

Because I was amazed by him, I trapped him in one corner after practice and confronted him. I think I might've frightened him, but at least he answered. He said it was just so awkward to act one-on-one. I have to agree... It's not exactly the most comfortable of feelings... But we have to develop some sort fo bond here, os at least run lines together!
But he's just so scared... I hate it. It's so unmanly!! I want to bite his head off...

I mean, most men in Venus are manly because of the mafia and all. How does this Ryan kid survive the outside world? If he's going to be weak like that, then he should do all of the us a favor, and shoot himself. It's just for the best.

Pity. His voice was divine. Wish he wasn't so shy.

This boy, Ryan.

Okay. So me and Mark are pushing through with that damned play. I am growing to hate it more and more. Why? Well, it isn't because I didn't get the female lead role. You better believe I got it. Like, duh. I am so made for lead role... But apparently, Mark isn't. And how am I supposed to enjoy this Broadway-like play thing if my lead man is not Mark?

In fact, the lead role is this annoying boy. He's shorter than me, for Petey's sake! And where the hell is the chemistry between us? Where? I mean, Mark is waay better than this kid. What's his name? Ryan or something? Ugh. Whatever. He's a loser. He fits the hero's description, though. But he is not the face who would gather audience...

And he's so quiet... I can't even make out a conversation. I mean, we're supposed to be lovers!
Mark will sing and dance with me once (He's the antagonist). How am I supposed to act that I love this boy, Ryan, if the guy I like is the enemy?

I can easily see how this play is going to turn out. A complete disaster. I am so talking to the teacher about this. >:(

"Broadway-like play" agreement

We have no school today, so Mark and I decided to go out and do something. He is strangely attched to music. He likes to play the guitar and sing. He also dances... He is sexy good at dancing.
So we both decided to see this musical performance that is currently around our town. I think it's a travelling performance, like a circus maybe. Anyway, so we went to see it and Mark was really happy about it...

I am happy, too, of course, I mean.... I have a great singing voice. But the performance was really good. Sent chills up my skin... And then Mark told me he wanted to join the broadway-like play we have at school. It's currently up for auditions... But I'm like, meh... Plays are usually something I want to do, specially a broadway-like one... But I just feel like lazing around right now...

But we ended up agreeing about the play thing. We're both auditioning for lead roles, and no doubt we'll both win the them. It could be fun...

My MARK.

Today is Valentine's Day!!

And no I'm not lonely. I mean, sure, Lei is not here with me (He's in Apollo, right?), but at least Mark is with me. Who is Mark, you ask? Okay, I'll explain. But before you call me a slut, let me explain...

Last time, I was going gaga over Sean, Johnny and Paul. Who are they, anyway, right? They are schoolmates. Johnny and Paul are on a much higher batch. They're what you call "cool" kids, very hard to reach. Sean is a batch mate, but not a classmate. He's this crazy, carefree dude. Naturally cool and liked by many. I talked to him, maybe ones or thrice, but he's too far away from my reach. Mark is a classmate, a very hunky classmate. And we're currently a item. He's such a cutie with that sticky intense stare. I am soooo in love with him. He's such a sweetie too. He prepared this whole lovely thing for me, just for Valentine's Day. :) loves him.

Sean rocks my socks off

There's this guy I've recently been obsessing about.
Well, besides Johnny & Paul, the new addition is Sean. OOOOHHHH, Sean. He is just freaking HOT. I don't know what's wrong with me, why I'm attracted to weird-styled guys the most but I don't care. I am addicted to him as hell. I mean, my rating is like (1) Sean, (2) Paul, and (3) Johnny. LOOOOOOOVVVVVEEEEEE him. He's so cute. So elegantly wild. So my obsession. My vanity.