Not so happy birthday

Ugh.
So, I didn't really enjoy my birthday yesterday. I'm so sad. :(

Okay, so here's what happened. I spent most of the morning with my family. You know, cake and things. And I went out for a bit to have some dramatic alone time... And I saw Ryan, watering the disabled bushes. That's nice of him... I guess. I helped him out and we got to talk about things beside theater and singing. That's usually what we always talk about. And he became, like, really honest because he told me he first thought I was a bitchy type of plant.

Really?
I like him dishonest, and shy, and stupid. I am so not bitchy. >:(

Amidst our talking and laughing and other things I never thought I'd enjoy doing with Ryan (I mean, puny loser boy, right?)... I suddenly saw Mark leisurely strolling by. Huh. That's not something you see everyday. (If you aren't me, I mean). He looked surrpised to see me, and said that he was on his way home from our house. He said he went by to fetch me since we were going out to celebrate my birthday or something.

How could I have forgotten that?

I apologized and he was "perfectly fine with it".
We were about to leave when I suggested we take Ryan with us, to hang out and things. I mean, he's an okay boy when you get to know him. Mark took it as a joke and I got pissed.
He's been rude towards Ryan ever since he arrived. He didn't even acknowledge him! >:( That just won't do. And I know Ryan doesn't want to get in the way cause he was silently slipping away, but I don't want him to feel like some loser. I DON'T bloody talk to losers, and that makes him a not-loser kind of plant.

So we got into this really big and wordy fight, and Ryan was trying to calm us both down, but Mark was being barmy about it and shouted at him like he had nothing to do about us. THE WHOLE FIGHT WAS ABOUT BLOODY RYAN. I can't believe Mark could be that insensitive.

I can see why he has this negative energy towards little Ryan, though. I mean, he's my lead role. I got him instead of Mark.
But really. It's so childish of him! That doesn't mean anything~

...does it?

Well, whatever. I got really pissed at it, so I broke up with him. And he couldn't believe I was breaking up with him cause of Ryan.
And I glared at him and thanked him for his lovely "present".

Wow. Happy birthday to me. : |