Need I say more?

I don't think I'm in love with Zonvelf (yet!), so I'll describe my past love.

To tell the honest truth, I fell for him because of his looks. But I guess you could say I found his "whole-being" endearing. He lacks common sense, almost always confused and unsure about himself, gullible, rash, moody, creepy....there are so many things wrong with him, but for some strange reason I just found him very cute.

He's strong and fast, but he's not really out to boast about it or save lives with it. He's handsome, but he's not a player and he knows nothing about love and he's not exactly that popular among the ladies because of his creepiness(?). He's confident but he doesn't really stand out like his friends do. Amazingly enough, even though, as I said, he's not sure of himself...he's still confident! WTF!? He talks really fast and rough when he's "high", but he's eerily quiet and writes his thoughts down when he's depressed/sad. I do not understand him. Why'd I? Why'd I even like him?

Ah, well. He's just very charming in my eyes. Should there really be any other deep reason?

devotion to work

i've been a Venusion for over 3 centuries. you'd think that'll tire someone. strangely, not right now. of course, there were times--and few they were--but really, not right now. probably not ever, even. 3 centuries is a lot of time to waste thinking about stuff like that before actually coming to a realization of acceptance.

or shit.

anyway, i think i'd like to be Mercurian. boring choice, yeah? since it's so near and i know a lot about them because of that. but no, not really boring, to me (at least).

i'd like to experience a short life, fully-lived, devoted on work. for 3 centuries of observing countless of lives lived like that, it seem kind of pleasant. just to be driven by one thing to waste your life on, and that one thing as something that can help somehow. i've always been envious of that....just a bit.

a little over

I've been out drinking a lot of times; a couple i recall enjoying...few i recall truly enjoying. I guess I'm good with liquor. I would say I'm a little over average.