devotion to work

i've been a Venusion for over 3 centuries. you'd think that'll tire someone. strangely, not right now. of course, there were times--and few they were--but really, not right now. probably not ever, even. 3 centuries is a lot of time to waste thinking about stuff like that before actually coming to a realization of acceptance.

or shit.

anyway, i think i'd like to be Mercurian. boring choice, yeah? since it's so near and i know a lot about them because of that. but no, not really boring, to me (at least).

i'd like to experience a short life, fully-lived, devoted on work. for 3 centuries of observing countless of lives lived like that, it seem kind of pleasant. just to be driven by one thing to waste your life on, and that one thing as something that can help somehow. i've always been envious of that....just a bit.